for heavens sake stop acting like its a freaking miracle everything i score a goal. [in any case i scored more than you] just because i cant be bothered to run after the ball and i guess participate actively, esp when im playing with you, or perhaps because im playing with you, doesnt mean that i dont know how to [or thats what i like to believe anyway] in any case i dont have to put on a bimbotic front like you to attract attention but just because i scream or say omg or speak proper english does not mean that i am a freaking bimbo or taitai [as you call it] incapable of doing anything that makes me sweat.
i believe ive been given every single insult in the book. you'd think that shutting up and not talking to them would perhaps help just a little but no, it doesnt. im sick of being the butt of jokes and the first name the comes to mind at anything degrading. perhaps thats the reason ive stopped talking the moment im in the presence of anyone less then close to me. or maybe im being unreasonable there but ive stopped believing that people can like me for the way i am. oh well. maybe im right and they really cant
its been one and a half years, but i still cant live with the fact that im being ostracized by a bunch of losers.
zoe and i went to buy groceries while kaeting met with with tingwei, blinded her and led her all around bukit timah :D
and to the entrance of botanical gardens where i went to fetch her with a pretty hat [cool eh, story form. with illustrations no less ! :D]
she kept veering off the path ! hahaha. see the pretty sparklers ? unfortunately the front ones burnt out before we [or zoe actually] were done lighting all of them ):
:D
then zoe and kaeting fed a swan our leftover food [with some weird random guy taking videos] and tingwei zoe and i finished the grapes by cai quan-ing.
isnt this shot pretty ?
next up was of course island C for ice creaaam ((:
yumyumyum :D
camwhored and we all posed with the guitar to act cool and stuff. unfortunately we wernt very successful. :/ [i tuned it for them alright ! it isnt exactly pitch perfect but they should be grateful ]
ohoh but i was really playing the guitar here:
even if it doesnt look it.
then [like i already mentioned] they came over and kaeting wants a picnic on vivo rooftop im excitedd :D
